dear xanga, you're as good a place as any, right?

blah. do you ever get that feeling? it's a mix of "i want attention, look at me" and "don't look at me, i'm depressed and want to be left alone."

i don't know if i put this out on xanga because i want it to be read or because i don't.

does writing make you emo or does emo make you write?

blah.